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flying tomorrow. not really excited about it. i think my excitement kinda dropped haha.

yeah i really want to learn how to fly. like fly a private jet or sth.

ohh! saw christelle & felicia's minder today! she stays near me. haha. saw her flagging a taxi outside my estate this morning in her sbg shirt with a packet of teh.

it seems like its only 8pm to me. still so awake. haha. i mean im still awake at 11. but im far more awake than my 11 o'clock awake. im only sleepy at like 1+,2. so yeah. haha. since im so awake now, i think i'll only sleep at 3+.

went to get clothes today. coz my mum said that i have 'no clothes' and i 'always wear the same thing'. when i tell her its different, she says its coz 'the clothes are in different colours. but still THE SAME'... so yeah. shopping...haha

tomorrow i need to:
-go to school to take house comm mugshots.... coz couldnt find them on wed...
-return my library books
-go get things for pple in hk... like bakgua and stuff... its like in CHINATOWN! super far!
worst of all: TRANSPORT: BUS. argh!!!

then come back and pack again...

then flying on tuesday! excitement at 4/10 :) haha still considerably low though...

AND I CANT FIND IT!!!! WHERE THE CRAP DID I PUT IT?! I ALMOST TURNED THE WHOLE HOUSE UPSIDE DOWN! AND I STILL CANT FIND IT!!! MAJOR ARGHHH!

packed today. flying in like...3 days? i feel kinda excited. i used to be REALLY EXCITED to fly last time. i would be like 'YAY! 8 MORE WEEKS TO HK! E-I-G-H-T WEEKS!' and eight weeks actually made up 2 months... and i would have my packing list done up by the time i said 'FOUR MORE WEEKS!'. haha...my stupidity...

then last year. or maybe the last 2 years. i didnt feel excited at all... idk why. i wasnt even packing. i didnt even know my mum actually packed for the trip... i just remembering sleeping like normal, like i was gonna wake up to 'just another day'. just that i woke up uber early, carried the luggage, flagged a taxi and went to the airport to catch a flight. i was totally....calm. idk why i just didnt have that holiday mood...that sucked

but at least now im kinda excited. maybe like 3/10.
much better than last year... last year was like negative. not that i didnt want to go back...just that i didnt have the holiday mood. but i still enjoyed myself there...like always :)
maybe coz im taking the a380 this time :) haha

i remember last time maybe in '06. if i didnt remember wrongly. i was superr excited to board the plane i was like 'yay! im gonna be in the same country as sheh sze man!!!'. thinking back, that was stupid...haha. she might not even be there, she could be away doing promotions or filming some new drama in some other country! haha.
'06. VERY memorable year indeed. charmaine received bast actress and fav. character, and miss cheng's birthday. what a coincidence. at one point of time, one can feel the world at his feet and another can feel the weight of the world on on his shoulders

i just realized, last year, i left sg on 1.12 and came back on 31.12. this year too! haha. such a coincidence. i still remember receiving this call when i was eating at popeye's in t1.
janine: hello? crystal? prefects agm tomorrow!
me: huh?! but im flying to hong kong today! im at the airport! eating popeye's!
haha. her reaction after that was super funny

i wanna go to hollywood, CA and join XMA! or they should start a center in singapore! they should TOTALLY do that!

stayed at home the whole day today. read breaking dawn. borrowed it from nat. read more than half of it in korea last year already. just wanted to finish reading it.

did i mention new moon's ending? it was stupid... the last line of the movie was 'bella, marry me'. then the credits come up. but according to my sister, the last 'line' was 'huh?!', bella's reaction to edward's proposal. stupid right?

didnt read twilight. only watched it. read new moon and breaking dawn. dont think i'll be reading eclipse. not in the near future. haha i realized i only read those with 2 words on the title.

i think i have an inclination towards wolves. team jacob or team edward? team jacob la.
haha. i just realized you can know someone's answer through that question. if that person places jacob first, team jacob la....obviously...and vice versa. coz i remember my friend asking me 'team edward or team jacob?' yesterday. and she was with team edward. then just now when i typed, jacob came first! haha. psychology.

wolves are just better looking la... vampires so fair and white...wolves have such nice tans!
i like taylor lautner and booboo stewart, they play jacob and seth.
i think coz im not a banana. yellow outside and white inside... haha. i prefer people looking like me. tanned, black hair.
just asked my sis. shes like superrr banana and angmoh la! and her choice? edward... haha

went to watch new moon today. gonna watch it again in hk though. coz the screens there are MUCH nicer. tix also more ex. student also SGD$10.... adults i think...SGD$24. ex right?

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

why isnt clicknetwork working?! i need my CVD to cheer me up! still upset over the stupid class list...

went to school to do house board but didnt see anyone so i left. then jo called me and told me that they were in the sports complex. but by the time she called me, i was far far away from school already....

went to dhoby ghaut to accompany me ever-so-*insert nice word here* god-sis for some 'interview'. aiyo, its not even an interview la... its like an explanation session...

then got home. watched BTROC realized that their lines are very lit-ty and people in that era must have excelled in lit. they can so totally turn a bad thing into a good thing.
this bad guy was telling the emperor about a chinese word, hinting to him that he should care more about this particular concubine (coz they're related) that has this word in her name. although the emperor understood it, he totally ignored the bad guy coz the bad guy and the concubine did sth wrong and were trying to make amendments. then the emperor told him about some flood in some province that had the chinese character and asked him to go to that province to help out. like do medical relief or sth. and sent the bad guy away coz he knew the bad guy was trying to overthrow him. cool right?

class list was devastating

我問我 我o既戰友係咪就係我一個?

想著, 感著, 看著, 聽著
能不能聽到有個號聲響? 是否每個人都是盲將?

什么國旗? 誰在下命令?
誰的747? 誰制我死定? 誰是我的敵人?

成日顧前顧後, 想不透行左轉右, 是我打呢仗自作自受.

戰爭

had a once in a lifetime experience. cant really say much coz only the ones who experienced it know what that experience actually is. coz we didnt tell anyone the FULL fact. we told them facts, but just not the whole thing.

was at orchard till 11pm. btw, that was not the experience.

emma watson looks quite good in burberry! haha